Times of despair

I don't know why but there are rare times that I feel depressed over how much work is required to run the site of mine. Today was one of the days. May be it was this Pablo Neruda poetry that I read today and the song of despair made me down a bit. I have the whole list of things I must finish and I don't have any will to work on it. I wonder if this is something that happens to every site owner who has suddenly realize on how huge this task is? It doesn't happen to me very often, I am pretty happy and optimistic most of the time. May be I should just get rid of Neruda, yes, this is what I am going to do.